Wow, I know being a free spirit is good but has its challenges too. The person I cared so much about is out of my life now because of my defense mechanism. When life gives you lemons, you are to make lemonade.
The push and pull that you receive from someone that supposedly cares about you is tough. When is enough, enough? Why do people feel so insecure within themselves that they must push and pull you. When I am with someone I want them to be with me. Lately, I always get an excuse, "tired, not feeling well". I know I create a comfort for them but at the same time my needs are definitely not being met. Why continue the relationship? It's time to sever the ties. It is so apparent that he is no longer attracted to me.
So as much as I want to hold on it is not worth the time especially when my value of conversation and communication are not there. He doesn't share with me the way he used to and he is just going through the motions. He doesn't care, I've become his wife not his lover and not his friend. He has another lover that he is investing his time with and is more important to him it is clear.
A free spirited person acknowledges the time to break it apart and does no matter what happens, it's time to say good bye.
